HI.
exams for the past two days were quite okay(:
not that hard, but not that easy.
i have minus-ed one mark for chinese so far.
damn,
kay,
stayed back to study.
but it was unproductive,
cos i really wasnt in the mood to study cos tmrw's like a holiday.
so yeah.
then I went to okay basketball!
hahhaa, played with Lynette, Valerie, Rachel and 2 of their juniors I think.
And i think one is named Samantha.
yeah, theyre really really good,
hahha.
i dman lucky hahah,
anyhow throw also can go in hahha.
lol wdv kay.
after that i decided to try studying again.
studied a bit of Lit with Val, Rachel and Nico.
but we couldnt really think,
so went to play basketball again.
OMG HAO LAO SHI WAS PLAYING BBALL TOO!
lol shes not bad, hhaha.
got skilll.
lol ya, basketball was fun.
ya and there was this super heavy ball that rachel was using.
I hate that ball,
super hard to play luhh.
yeah, then Pet, Jewel and Kaela came to play,
and me, rachel and Valerie went home.
yeah.
LOL LOL LOL.
tuition was fun today(:
hahha,
bye!
suck up-.-
IM SO PRUOUD OF MYSELF:D
i managed to do Lit today!
finished Just Lather, That's all. ahaha,
im putting my study plan into action and everythings going well.
HEEHEE.
hahha, lol. sorry,
im just really happy now.
I finished my homework too!
yeah(: and all before 10.
which means i get to slack tonight:D
im listening to Alyssa Bernal now,
shes awesome.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0k6IQoiCwgE&feature=channel_pageGO WATCH!
School was cool.
I made an artificial stomach for Science:D
and i managed to finish one and a half papers during maths.
stayed back with Kaela and Nicole after school(:
People kept wanting to steal my strawberry mango.
im so protective over my drink,
cos i love it too much.
HAHAHHA, crazy.
kay, OMG OMG OMG.
KAELA MADE ME FALL IN LOVE WITH TAEMIN ALL OVER AGAIN HAHAHHA.
GO SHINEE!
she was showing me all the videos and stuffs,
Tae Min dances damn well!
hahha, everyone likes Jong Hyun,zzz.
HAHHA, nvm, im special.
we played netball!
omg i miss netball so much.
we were watching the primary school people play netball!
omg, damn damn funny:D
laugh like mad.
didnt realise we looked that retarded last time.
Like chickens hehe.
yeah, i still got some netball skills man.
Can combine dance and netball together.
Do pirouette then shoot!
hahahha.
i didnt manage to do it.
lol, almost okay(:
hahha kay,
thats all.
GOODBYE!
lol im in such a good mood today.
yo guys!
just came back from VJC openhouse.
it was quite cool.
hahha.
met gen chiam there, super funny. i think im blind cos i couldnt see her.
their prinicpal very cute hahhah.
and the students there are like quite , their really uh.. outspoken. lol/
i dont mind going to VJ hahh,
but i dunno if i should go.. :/
exams are coming,
damn sian.
HAHAHHA, charmaine is at VJ now.
damn late leh she.
lol wdv!
kay bye(;
i really really wanna watch 17 again.
HEY!
i just went to see the doctor. haha,
he said i might have been getting panice attacks.
Panic attacks are very sudden, discrete periods of intense anxiety, mounting
physiological arousal, fear, stomach problems and discomfort that are associated with a variety of
somatic and
cognitive symptoms.
[1] The onset of these episodes is typically abrupt, and may have no obvious triggers. Although these episodes may appear random, they are a subset of an evolutionary response commonly referred to as
fight or flight that occur out of context. This response floods the body with
hormones, particularly
epinephrine (adrenaline), that aid it in defending against harm.
[2] Experiencing a panic attack is said to be one of the most intensely frightening, upsetting and uncomfortable experiences of a person's life.
[2] According to the
American Psychological Association the symptoms of a panic attack commonly last approximately thirty minutes. However, panic attacks can be as short as 15 seconds, while sometimes panic attacks may form a cyclic series of episodes, lasting for an extended period, sometimes hours. Often those afflicted will experience significant anticipatory anxiety and
limited symptom attacks in between attacks, in situations where attacks have previously occurred.
Panic attacks are commonly linked to
agoraphobia and the fear of not being able to escape a bad situation. Many who experience panic attacks feel trapped and unable to free themselves.
The effects of a panic attack vary from person to person. Some, notably first-time sufferers, may call for emergency services. Many who experience a panic attack, mostly for the first time, fear they are having a
heart attack or a
nervous breakdown.
[3]HAHHA, exam stress, maybe?
lol.
kay so anyways.
past few days have been awesome!(:
im so much happier now.
and im almost done with studying chinese!
haha, gosh its four days to exams.
and i barely studied anything.
must chiong again hahha.
I think im going for VJ open house tmr.
anyone else going?
hhahaha, i dont wanna go alone.
i had some photoshoot today.
The teacher randomly picked 8 student.
i missed lit, maths and twenty minutes of history cos of it.
It was freaking hot lah,
stupid sun.
i bet i looked like some retard loll.
smile until my cheeks were vibrating. HEHE.
teachers were in a bad mood today,
i dont know why..
eeyer sianz,
i wish there were no exams.
then i wouldn't be so stressed and have panic attacks.
Felt like i was gonna die yesterday lah,
cannot breathe.
lol kay,
im gonna go eat jelly!
seeya(:
Yo yo yo!
hahah, i shall blog about yesterday and today:D
Yesterdayokay so,
i went for hua language yesterday.
it was awesome!
lol, suppposed to have compo test.
i mean we did lah, but like it wasnt like a test.
cos me, julia and estie were talking and talking and talking.
yeah, so obviously we took very long to finish.
stayed back for 15 minutes cos we could finish our compos.
yeah.
then, went to my gugu's house.
We were celebrating Jia Jun's birthday!:D
yay! hahha.
we played lol.
and ate nasi lemak. hahaha.
we always eat nasi lemak at gugu's house.
then i was talking to nut rod online!
shes so funny.
she dreamt about me.
BAHAHAHA(:
yeah,
the cake was awesome.
STRAAWBERRY.
i like:D
we watched this move..
i think it was called uhh Frequency?
yeah DAM NICE. lol.
the jiajun opened the presents!
guess which one he like best?
HAHHA.
MINEEEEEEE:D
i mean my family's. but i bought it with my dad.
hehe, we bought him four formula one hot wheel cars.
obviously he'll like it right?
cos hes a guy. LOL.
but it was quite unexpected.
Then, me and sherrie were going around pretending to be news reporters and interviewing poeple.
SUPER COOL.
we have it all on tape:D
hahha yeah so it was fun!
TodayToday was quite cool too!
hahha,
went for swimming as usual.
and run.
OMG LAH,
damn freaking hot today.
i ran only six rounds cos i felt like fainting.
grr.
yeah so that was that.
JIA JUN IS LEARNING FREESTYLE.
so awesome:D
ya.
violin later on.
and then i went home.
studied history and chinese.
yup:D
and the i used the com.
talked to people on msn, no acutally ebuddy cos my msn is screwed.
yup.
oh and nicole is sick again.
yes, again.
so poor thing luhh she.
always sick.
nvm, GET WELL SOON BABE!:D
bye!
I LOVE THE CLIMB BY MILEY CYRUS.
and i'm listening to the celestial song now. haha.
nya nya nya nya(:
yo!
i finally get to come home early man(:
hahah,
i know i should be studying now..
but i have decided to use the com for a while now and then i'll study tonight.
today was awesome!
went to school in the morning and taalked about funny stuff.
Rachel has muscle spasms.
yeah so anyways,
CELESTIAL GOT GOLD WITH HONOURS!
yay! haha they announced it twice in school today(:
okay so we watched videos for science,
Mrs Tan talked to me about learning lab and IP hahaha.
We watched a video for drama.
then maths,
Mrs Wong wont be teacher us till next term,
cos shes going for operation:(
were gonna have a relief teacher for maths.
Mr Armstrong is our form teacher till Mrs Wong returns.
and omg, i heard some bad news today.
DM is gonna write my report book remarks:O
oh shoots.
Recess was cool.
Bonded with the Indonesian girls!
today was their last day:(
but at least i got to talk to them, lol.
i'm gonna miss them.
Geography was normal.
Miss Soh was pissed cos our class was too noisy.
OMG ASSEMBLY WAS THE BOMB!
we learnt how to draw cartoons.
I'm a professional cartoonist haha,
me and Gin Yin.
We are awesome!
and our drawings are awesome!
i'm so proud of myself.
at least for once i was able to draw a decent drawing. HEHE.
Laura is so awesome!
haha, yes i have a limited vocabulary, hence i keep repeating the word awesome.
Anyways.
Laura is awesome!
thanks for your International Friendship Day gift babe!
i love it:D
hahhaha,
Yeah so thats about it.
walked to interchange with jing wei and violet.
Oh gosh.
i just ate so much.
im gonna be fat:(
hahahha
seeya!
GET WELL SOON MRS WONG,
I LOVE YOU! :D
HEY!happy birthday Kevin!CONGRATULATIONS CELESTIAL!YOU GUYS ARE THE BOMB.gold with honours babyyy! :)
Hey world.
hheh, im so tired.
Had chinese oral today! haha,
kinda screwed it but oh well.
kept saying umm and then. i cant seem to get rid of that habit. lol.
but lao shi was nice.
she made me feel not so nervous.
cos she was like smiling and all and like she talked to us as if it was not oral, like just a casual conversation.
so it was quite cool!
I reached school in the morning and for the first time in my life i had no homework to do!
haha,
i finished all my work at home.
super proud of myself man:D
Mrs Wong didnt come for maths so it was like quite slack.
I cant remember what i did.
then uhh, english was zzz.
home econs was okay i guess.
I spent recess in class
and read twilight! yeahhh man:D
I hate Jacob Black.
Stupid asshole, how could you kiss Bella.
I punch you.
hahha, Jacob pisses me off.
stupid werewolf.
And now, Nicole tells me that he imprinted on Bella and Edwards baby. grrr,
super angry.
i officially hate him.
lols anyway,
lessons after recess were quite okay.
chinese was fun.
Nicole was crying again lol.
OMG I GOT MY NEW EX LINK CARD
AND THE FREAKING PEOPLE TOOK AWAY MY OLD ONE.piss me off luhhh.
wtf, how could they do such a thing. :(
I wanna keep my old ez link card.
i love it, at least i look nice. HAHHAHA.
in the new one, i look..
aiyaa actually i look quite the same lah,
proves that i didnt change much for the past 2 years.
Yeah then so yup.
had chinese oral after school,
and after that i stayed back with nicole to do uhh homework i guess lol.
Actually not really we did a bit then decided not to do then we did again. yeah.
Went to buy strawberry mango!
i loved it:D
strawberry mango makes me happy!
super excited to drink it. haha.
yeah then my dad came to pick me up.
OH OH,
i was playing table tennis with the wall.
It trashed me.
But at least im getting better.
HAHAHA, im gonna beat the wall someday:D
BYE!
I can almost see it
That dream I’m dreaming but
There’s a voice inside my head sayin,
You’ll never reach it,
Every step I’m taking,
Every move I make feels
Lost with no direction
My faith is shaking but I
I gotta keep trying
Gotta keep my head held high
There's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be an up-hill battle
Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose
Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb
The struggles I’m facing
The chances I’m taking
Sometimes might knock me down but
No I’m not breaking
I may not know it
But these are the moments that
I’m gonna remember most yeah
Just gotta keep going
And I, I gotta be strong
Just keep pushing on
Cause...
There's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be an up-hill battle
Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose
Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb
There's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be an up-hill battle
Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose
Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb
Keep on moving
Keep climbing
Keep the faith baby
It’s all about
It’s all about
The climb
Keep the faith
Keep your faith
The Climb-Miley Cyrus
Hey!
whats up?
i watched 2 movies over the weekend. HAHAHA(:
i know i was supposed to be studying but yeah, lol.
im a slacker:D
My family and I went to watch Knowing on friday.
it was sorta like a sci-fi movie.
so didnt really like it.
hahha, but some parts were quite cool.
the ending is like the weirdest.
guess what it is?
EVERBODY DIES.
yay, so exciting.
LOL, anyway.
watched Confessions of a Shopaholic with my mum today.
Like finally lahh, hehe(:
thanks for bringing me mummy:D
it was super funny.
LOL laughed like mad.
i definitely enjoyed it more than Knowing.
DM gave us lots of homework.
Compre, Lit essay yeah.
crazyyy.
and chinese oral is this tuesday i think.
so, im screwed.
la la la, i dunno what to write.
im looking at some dolls doing the Replay dance.
quite cool!
hahahah, i shall look at them and learn the dance:D
so funny. heh:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BOd5jLwvD10&feature=PlayList&p=D80193AC112D70D9&index=0&playnext=1lol okay luhh, im talking rubbish.
Oh, my brother got a new phone.
CHINA ONE. HAHAHAHHA.
kay bye!
lets hope next week will be a better week.
thanks jing wei once again for your support.
I could stay awake just to hear you breathing,
Watch you smile while you are sleeping,
While you're far away and dreaming,
I could spend my life in this sweet surrender,
I could stay lost in this moment forever,
When every moment spent with you is a moment I treasure
I don't wanna close my eyes,
I don't wanna fall asleep,
Cause I'd miss you babe,
And I don't wanna miss a thing,
Cause even when I dream of you,
The sweetest dream would never do,
I'd still miss you babe,
And I don't wanna miss a thing.
Lying close to you, feeling your heart beating,
And I'm wondering what you're dreaming,
Wondering if it's me you're seeing,
And then I kiss your eyes,
And thank God we're together,
I just wanna stay with you in this moment forever,
Forever and ever.
I don't wanna close my eyes,
I don't wanna fall asleep,
Cause I'd miss you babe,
And I don't wanna miss a thing,
Cause even when I dream of you,
The sweetest dream would never do,
I'd still miss you babe,
And I don't wanna miss a thing.
And I don't wanna miss one smile,
I don't wanna miss one kiss,
I just wanna be with you,
Right here with you, just like this,
Well I just wanna hold you close,
And feel your heart so close to mine,
And just stay here in this moment,
For all the rest of time
I don't wanna close my eyes,
I don't wanna fall asleep,
Cause I'd miss you babe,
And I don't wanna miss a thing,
Cause even when I dream of you,
The sweetest dream would never do,
I'd still miss you babe,
And I don't wanna miss a thing.
Don't wanna close my eyes
Don't wanna fall asleep, yeah
I don't wanna miss a thing.
Aerosmith- I don't wanna miss a thing
HEllo!
YEAHHHH, Mrs Tan AL is teaching us again!
but i miss Miss Tan's lessons.
Digresssssss!
HAHAH.
Jing wei is retarded.
she's having spasms now.
okay i shall blog about this week(:
MondaySlackk day,
CE was quite fun haha,
I left jewel a note!
Mrs Tan came back to teach us science.
I missed her loads man,
so glad shes finally teaching us again:D
The rest of the day was i dunno.
Can't remember.
TuesdayHOME ECONSSS!
hahhahahahhaa, hamburger time!
i guess it went quite welll
i cut the tomato successfully for the first time.
Jing Wei finish damn fast, but she was making fried rice so not counteda!:P
oh yeahhh,
i had maths test before that.
totally screwed it man.
my mind went blank cos i so freaking scared for home econs.
Stayed back with rachel after school!
this primary 6 girl came to look for rachel again.
againnnn. agaiin.
her dad sent me to interchange.
Hes so scary, i dont wanna take lifts from rachel anymore. bahhaha.
thats alllll.
WednesdayDANCEEEEEEEEE!
whoopeee, techniques was great!
did handstands and pirouettes.
so funnnnnn!
and we did bridges and stuff.
Bel Lam sprained her foot while doing warmups.
she is behind me now.
and she has smelly chinese medicine on her leg.
Kaela was throwing erasers at people during geography.
Michelle's reaction was funny.
bahahha :D
and finally,
TODAY!im staying back with jing wei now!
shes reading other peoples blogs and she didnt realise that all disneylands have mickey mouse.
HELLLOOOOOO, its DISNEY LAND.
darnn, i miss America.
Jing Wei's going there in December. grrr, im jealous.
We were drawing all over the board just now.
with our left hands yo!
im so much pro-er than her, isn't it obvious. HEH.
Okay,
school was a bore.
especially the chinese enrichment thing.
WO SHI XIE JIA WEN.
blablabla.
BORING!
she keep asking why i smile.
hhahhaa, i smile cos i happy lahh, then?
LOL.
Anabel didn't come today.
cos she got eye infection i think.
Nicole told me.
yeah
and thats about it.
JING Wei is not awesome! yay. (:
SHINee is my new obsession. YEAHHHH.
i love Taemin:D
goodabye.
